8.

john harman, i miss you a lot today.  i miss your handsome smile and the way you say "i love you the most" in the morning.  i miss having you play guitar to me, and that i can request any song i want to hear and you will play it for me.  i miss how you make me breakfast every saturday morning.  i miss praying together every night.

i have been in taiwan for a week now, and needless to say, this adventure has been a lot more difficult than i realized.  i haven't said thank you for all the wonderful things you do for me each day -  most of them i under-appreciated and overlooked.  but i am realizing more and more now how much you mean to me, and how i simply cannot live without you. thank you for being my best friend.  i am so glad i get to be with you forever.